First of all, don’t forget, you’re just 14. It’s a great step that you even decided to THINK about your future, but it’s normal not yet to be used to work for hours on end without a visible result in sight, and instead play a game after just a few minutes-hours.
I don’t know what to recommend but I can give you a few pointers on “what not to do” as I know that is what I did wrong, even to this day… might be fun to read, might be depressing so enjoy either way:
I am 21 years of age, going on 22 soon… I started playing computergames at the age of … 9-10 years of age, and ever since then I realized I liked going really in depth, learning all controls of primitive flight simulators, beating my own high score as often as possible, and started exploring the computer in all the possible directions from using paint to the first Web-page visited, by the time we were still using 14400 bit modems. By the age of 14 the games already evolved and so did my wish to create interesting art that would somehow fit into the games. I started using photoshop and 3DStudio max quite a while ago, and as with the flight simulator… I started learning it to perfection, but I somehow got lost within the learning process and did just that… LEARNED how they work, and basically if you would ask me to write tutorials, I could rewrite entire books on either one of the two programs… but I never actually did something I was proud of in either one. Yeah, friends liked the few things I showed them, but I never did… and up to this day, I never managed to create a healthy portfolio. I regret this fact so much, I can’t even explain… by now, I am a proud owner of a decent laptop, wacom tablet, and quite a collection of original software, but only a few months ago did I start working on my actual portfolio… but now, I don’t really even have the time to do that, since I’m busy with my studies in architecture. By now, I’m advanced in Cinema 4D, Adobe PS CS3 , 3DS, Zbrush 3, and have some knowledge of basic webdesign, using Dreamwaver, but absolutely no coding experience.
In your case, you just have to decide on a good mix of designer and developer if you want to really do something. I believe in the next few months I will start learning AS3 as well, and at least get my design skills used for webdesign, because Gamedesign or any other concept is just not an option for me due to lack of time.
WORK ON BUILDING a portfolio of ANYTHING you excel at and by the time it’s already become a stupid habit, some people will already have seen your past work, and might consider using your services… that’s the only piece of advice I would have that might sound a bit more logic.
Oh yeah, and don’t do it if you just don’t have ANY sort of drive towards it… it’s just lost time.
Best regards,
Contrastblack.